Embarassing

Started on a subtle Sunday night when I got a call from the captain. They needed a keeper and that was my chance to prove myself and get into a top team.

And I FU**ing screwed it up.

And to top it off I'm sure I made myself into a laughing stock in front of them.

And I thought last week was a one off. That was 2 straight bad weeks.

I am just so fu**ing pissed with myself

ugh. What the fu** is wrong with me?!

p.s Maybe I should just quit playing all together. Maybe I just suck balls at it.