A thoughtful master

Quote thoughtful master:

"Some people cant handle it"

"ie that's upsetting"

You are so right. Funny thing is it's not your fault they can't handle it, yet you're the one who comes out of it with all the load to carry. The other gets off scot-free.

Sad part is that there is nothing you can do to change that, because they don't give a damn what you think.

p.s No one can write me off so easily. 

Rare sight

So in this week of 7 days, 6 of em are filled with soccer

Monday - UB soccer training. Lucky shirt worked its magic.
Tuesday - Last indoor soccer tournament game. Lost badly, but my performance wasn't as disastrous as the previous week.
Wednesday - UB soccer training again. Lucky shirt again ngeh ngeh ngeh
Thursday - First outdoor soccer tournament game. Did OK for my first in 5 years
Sunday - Got asked to play for another team for the tournament. I am now currently in three different soccer teams. Joy T.T

and as I wait to head for today's team training session I decided to look through my FB inbox. One message got me 'glued'. One dated "August 13, 2010 at 12:39pm" . 


and it made me realized how much I missed you and those times. After just 4 replies from you I already cracked up. And thats the first ever since the past 3 weeks. Damn I miss those times.

Those times I miss greatly. I could come up with a whole long list as to why you are awesome the way you are.....at least in my eyes.

I remember thanking you on my 20th birthday. I remember saying how you "always seemed to make me laugh". And that still holds true, even when you're all the way there.

and through you as well I've met some pretty awesome people, notably one who I now consider like my 'little innocent sister'. I miss her too haha. No matter how mean she is to me sometimes ><

Thinking about the past, I would like to say sorry for the way I handled our friendship. It was by no means something I should have dealt better with. I shouldn't have crossed those boundaries and spaces even if I never intended to. I don't know why I felt that way, fact is I never should have felt that way, because I never intended to, nor do I want to. Because you're too much of an awesome friend.

I just hope you can find that little something in you to forgive me and at the very least try it out again, because I think we would make a decent team, sorta. I miss making fun of those Indians *hint *hint, and Chinese of course. My best friend will second that. Oh yes he would.

and I do hope you're having a great time over there. Do know that I do intend to visit that place one day, because I never have....which is quite sad : ( . And I hope you're the one whose gonna be showing me around  xD.

I know 99.9% you're not gonna be reading this, because I know you know nothing of this blog's existence; and I intend to keep it that way. I just hope that these words would magically be conveyed to you in one way or another....

.....because if there's one thing I have at the moment, it's faith. And I have faith that someday we can laugh about this, like how we did a few months back.

Take care sunshine.

Missing you,
Ikhsan

p.s LMAO 'sunshine' damn cheesy wth hahahahah. If you somehow read this in the future please don't make fun of me T.T . I'm rushing for soccer training now! -.-